im finding my peace again...

dont worry about me peeps... Im finding my way back to me and im getting stronger and wayyyyyyyyyyy more focoused on my future for ME!

aww im glad i went to the gym

these two women who i have talked to in passing a few times at the gym... came up and told me I was their inspiration and that they were so proud of me... awwwwwww that made me feel so good...

weigh in week 5

lost 4 lbs this week iam definate that next week will be insane weight loss... just from the stress of life

dont fall in love

I swear on my life i have the worst worst worst luck with men there can possibly be... you think i would learn to just say fuck this and stop trying... I dont get them and they dont get me... and its all too tiring to try to figure out...

sunday weigh in....

-0

I knew that was coming... ill work out hard this week and get that number up!

weigh in week 4

lost 1 lb

and next sundays gonna be bad i know cause i havent gotten to work out all week this week... we ended up with lilly all week and that makes for no time to go to the gym... no excuse but simple fact of life... especially when she doesnt go to school or daycare or anything here.. I did play a lot with her but nothing like working out in the gym. LOL