going in for an appointment at 3:45 today.
they are talking about doing a scope into my bladder OMG that does not sound like fun at ALL!!
but I have to meet with the doctor first.
Ill be glad when I can type something happy and fun on here again.
Oh i do have that dinner date tonight with James..
Hope im feeling ok to go.. im doing pretty well right now just sore and crampy from pms and of course i gotta pee... LOL...
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Good luck on your date tonight!
I hope all will go well with both the Dr. and James!
You'll have to fill us in on the details of both. : )
The doctor thing ... he wants me to wait another week to see if it will work it self out after all the meds are completely out of my system and im off my monthly cycle.. if it hasnt by then they will be doing the camera thing up into my bladder.. and he gave me a self catheder kit... ok im not too cool with that idea at all but i took it politely! LOL
Went and met james for about an hour at the beach this evening . I wasnt really feeling up to it but i had made the date a while ago and i thought it would be shitty to cancel at the last minute... we met.. looks NOTHING like that pic .. black hair heavier i dont know .. wasnt totally into him .. dont know if it was my mood or how im feeling right now or him... he was nice and polite and easy to talk to but. i just didnt get butterflies... I am going to go out with him again when i feel more like myself i would hate to judge him on our meeting tonight since i dont know if it was him or me that wasnt into the whole thing.
thats tonights update
Another Misrepresentation of ones self on the internet? Sorry to hear that....
How are You feeling sweetie?
Well, at least you have the self-cath, just in case, and you'll never have to spend another agonizing night like the one you had a few days ago.
... Hopefully, this whole problem will sort itself out by next week, you'll be fine, and you'll feel well and confident enough to cancel the Dr.'s appt. Wouldn't that be great? : )
About James, you are wise to give him another chance. Considering that you were not feeling well last night, even Johnny Depp may have failed "the butterfly" test.
Then again, sometimes the "butterfly test" can be deceiving. When I first met Marv, he was so stiff and nerdy that if I had based our ever seeing each other again on the "butterfly test", he would have failed and that would have been it. LOL Fortunately I didn't, and now after being with him for 14 months, I can't see him as anything other than handsome, sexy. and brilliant.
My point, and I do have one, is that you have to really find out who someone is before you can really tell whether or not you'll like them, but you already know that.
Going out with a guy is kind of like shopping for clothes in a thrift store. When you're not feeling well, you just can't wait to get out of the smelly old place. But under normal conditions, you can spend hours looking through the racks to find an article that you just might want to take home with you.
; )
Tony, im feeling tired. I think its more from the stress of this whole week and just trying to figure out whats wrong... im gonna chill today not go anywhere or do anything just to get caught up... im supposed to start my new job tomorrow so I need to be on my game .... maybe if i relax too it willhelp my muscles relax... i dont know shit i wish this was all just over with...
Hannah.. Yeah I know your right and thats why im giving him another chance later on but i would like to feel something like i felt in my last relationship .. the excitement of seeing them, the joy of spending time going places and laughing together, missing them when they aren't here, and knowing they are coming back to me soon, someone like him that cares about me as a person and knows i care about them. someone who isn't afraid to tell me what they think but listens to what I have to say too. Someone like him who is all about making me feel like i am the most beautiful woman in his eyes and isn't afraid to say it.. I know romantic thoughts but its gonna be hard to top the last person i loved and so far no one has even come close.
There's nothing wrong with romantic thoughts. I think romance is a worthwhile endeavor and life without it is flat and dull.
It sounds, though, like you still care about the man in your last relationship. ??? If so, no one will be able to compete with him if you still hold him dear to your heart.
Give yourself some room and tread lightly.
Get feeling better first. : )
LOL .. dont let him see that... actually im over being "in love" with him.. I think he will always be someone I wish we could have worked it out with and I will always care for him but it just wasnt meant to be.. it just works out that way sometimes. Ya know! but the way he made me feel when we were together was what I want for the rest of my life. and I wont settle for anything less then that .. I may have to wait a long time but i dont care ... thats what I want.
Yeah dating right now is not my number one priority anyway.. Im soooooooo tired today..
I have actually managed to pee twice lol with no cat... of course i had to completely fill my bladder to force it to happen but whatever works..
How are you? anything good going on in your life?
Nope. Nothing great happening here.
- I'm going to my cello lesson tonight. LOL
- I'm in the lsat few weeks of my informal logic class, so I have an 8 - 10 page argument paper due on the death penalty on 02/12, and I haven't even started it. Crap! : ( So far I have a 4.0 average in all my classes, so I want to do well on it. (added pressure)
- My birthday is tuesday, 02/05 - so we're going to my mom's in Vero for dinner sunday.
It's all so ... Bo-o-r-r-ring! God, I need to do something fun!!! : )
My boring life aside..., you should not ever settle for anyone or anything you do not absolutely find yourself smitten with! Life is just way too short, and you deserve to be happy!
Good things come to those who wait. (or that's what THEY say anyway, ... whoever THEY are). Maybe they are all of those wise people who sit on mountaintops and have nothing better to do but sit and wait, anyway. LOL
Hannah and Anna, I love it!!!
Great analogy by the way Hannah... thrift store.. smelly and old.. ha hah...
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